tug-o-war

I am SO insatiable! It's kind of ridiculous!! Seriously. I am SO happy to not be in a relationship! Yet, I have such a strong desire to be with someone. Really I would just like to have someone to spend my free time with. Someone to call up and say "hey! let's go [here]__________!" or someone that will call me up just to chat and see how my day was. That's all! Seems fairly simple. Guess not though.

This internal tug-o-war hit hard today. I get so tired of spending my Friday nights at home or any night when the reality of my "loneliness" sets in really. It's just tough.

A good friend of mine shared a video with me today after I updated my facebook status to, "Single is not a status. It is a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life." I do believe that but, mainly because I have no other choice right now. {I know I sound so lame-forgive me}. I am single. I am happy. I am strong. I am insatiable. I AM Stephanie.


LOVE the perspective on "loneliness" in this video. Enjoy!